the point of silence

its been a while since i have been around. i wanted to show a doodle i did. not much, but i figure i might as well post it...

storyboards

i have a video project due in about three weeks. the storyboards were due on monday and because i was completely unprepared, i just went with the first plan that entered my head. i will be doing an introduction to each of the seven deadly sins including lust, greed, gluttony, envy, sloth, pride and wrath. here is my rough of the storyboards.

LAST

Lee Ace of Spades and Trimcoast. L.A.S.T.

i have been working on this for a while but i am starting to get things together. i want to create a new empire, one that relies on the lost imaginations of millions and the untold thoughts of everyone else. it will be hard and my vision may never come to life in my own life time, but if i can influence just a single person, that would be satisfactory. after all, Rome was not built in a day just as an empire first needs strength before it can conquer. one day i will come back to this and what ever will go through my mind at that point, i know that i will have tried, and thats what really counts. i hate that i sound so sickeningly whiney and or hopeful on this, because in all reality, i am a realist. no pessimism or optimism here. good old fashioned honesty is where its at.

Weekend Wars

i have found that in the absence of focus and work, life seems to get over-run by my own irresponsibility. pity.

on that note, the weekend is done and with it an enormous chunk of my sanity. i have work to do and very little time to get it done, so why am i wasting my time here? honestly, couldn't tell you...

Tired

i worked a very long day today. last night i was roped into seeing New Moon, (as suspected, it was crap) and i ended up getting home around three thirty a.m. at six i had to be at work and i just got home about twenty minutes ago. its midnight right now. i am so tired

Birthday Aftermath

yesterday was my birthday. i am legit now, haha. any-way, i went to disneyland all of yesterday and ate sugary crap until my brain exploded. it is moments like that when you know all is right with the world. i went with my closest friend and we had a grand time together.
today, however, i woke up with a slight fever. i tend to get sick often but i am not worried. my deal is that i have quite a bit to do today and i don't want to be slowed down. i finally got a job working for the catering company 'Bon Appetite" and i need to go down there today and get all this paperwork taken care of. later, i am also going to be seeing the midnight premiere of New Moon which i am not happy about at all. the ticket was a birthday gift though so i guess i might as well just enjoy spending with my friends...

Don't Know

"... so now I'm stuck here between the guilty and the insincere, the words i've said have kept me here all along..."
i don't know why, but that song really speaks to me. mostly because i feel as though everyone is in a position like that in one way or another. anyway, i just felt the need to make to say to myself that i will try to keep this updated as often as possible. i don't know why, but i enjoy doing things like this. all i can say is expect random crap. it will appear.

a thought

i have been thinking of doing this for a while. so long so that it is almost ridiculous that i have just gotten round to it now. i am not quite sure why i wanted a blog, but i suppose that it cant hurt. there really is no one who is going to pay attention to this so, mostly, i will be writing to myself, which i don't mind really. it gives me a way to go back and laugh or congratulate myself on whatever i might have been going on about previously. oh well, we shall see how this turns out. wont we?